A need has arisen to express thoughts, feelings, and idea’s.
To no one inparticular, just to put them out there.
Perhaps one day this will be a bidirectional conversation.
But for now, here is a perfect place, as it somewhat avoids the dumpster fire that is social media.

Shit’s not OK in the world, or maybe it is and I’m blowing it out of proportion.
Hard to tell when all the information comes to me on screens. It’s all so abstract and manipulated, it’s hard to trust any of it.
Lived experience seems to contradict what I’m told, but I’m the sole narator of my reality. Definitely not going to fully trust that either.

These are the thoughts and questions that bounce around a lot in my meat brain.
Makes it very hard to concerntrate at work, so I take 30mg of copium each morning to hang onto my already tenious position.
Doesn’t feel right or natural, it all feels… off

The one feeling I seem to trust the most at the moment is that things are going to get a lot worse before they get better.
What things? Not sure. I’ll let you know when I am, and this more than just a vibe.